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[07 Aug 2004|12:35am] |
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Holy shit, it's been a really long time since I've written in this damn thing. So much has happened since July 7th, it's freaking CRAZY. So yea this entry is going to be a lot about venting and what's happened in my life over the past month so... if you don't care, don't read it, and if you do care then here ya go I guess. So hmmmm where to begin even. I've been working at Pomerado ESS since a week after school got out just about. It started off with me working occasionally every other day and whatever, but then they started scheduling me every single day. I really like the people that work there. I think this guy David is my favorite, he's really really funny and always has something to talk about. There's not a single person there I don't like so thats really good :) The main person in charge, Linda, told me that she wants to hire me there full time, so that's awesome news, because that means that I'll have a permanent job all throughout the school year so YES! I've also been hanging out with a lot of friends, but not nearly as many as I have wanted to over the past few months. I've seen a lot of Meg, Kristy, Ariel, and some of Laurie. I started hanging out with my friend Jessica a lot in the beginning of summer, some of the best parts of my summer were spent with her, Steve, Brian, Levi and Mike. I've been hanging out with Adam, Mitchell, Brian, Stephen, and Anthony. I love those boyssss:) They are so much fun, never a dull moment!! I've hung out with a bit of Gowild, Ash McQ and some of others. It's been a pretty "friend-filled summer" overall. I can't believe that summer is almost over and I still have not seen or hung out with so many people. Lots are leaving soon too, which truly breaks my heart. I'm going to miss so many of you guys :( I wish you all the best of luck next year and everything with which you plan to do with your life. So yea ok back to summer. It's been a pretty good one overall I guess, not too much drama, much less than over the school year thank goodness. But of course the drama and other shit was caused by a certain someone who I'm sure knows who he is, and if he doesn't, oh my God. Totally over that and everything having to do with him. I know that mistakes happen, sometimes over, and over, and over again, but you are one mistake I'm through making. People have told me time and again that I deserve better, but I didn't agree with them until now. I'm through crying over you and all the things you put me through. I almost lost some of my best friends because of his ass and I know some things will never be the same, but ehhh as long as I'm over that bullshit. You truly broke my heart. Hmmm yea so I guess that I'm through venting about that. No more time will ever be wasted on the topic of him again. I have definitely moved on and have a new interest :D teehee. So yea, what else.... I had orientation for CSUSM on Thursday. LONGEST day of my life, I'm not even exaggerating. But I got all morning classes, so that means I can work. Hmmm well I guess that's about it. Got invited, and attended a party, by Steve Crook and Brandon Meyers. It was pretty unevenful cause I couldn't drink cause I was driving that night, but it was fun nonetheless. Tonight was a pretty fun night, especially for WATMAN WEAGAN!!!!!!! teehee. I know, I know... shut up. teehee. So I want to have a fun weekend this weekend, ok? Tomorrow is mall with Meg, then Sunday IS BEACH MEAGAN!!!! So if you'd like to join let me know!!! :)
Much love, Emily
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| that's not where i parked my car... |
[07 Jul 2004|12:28am] |
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where to start. its been so freaking long since i've written in this thing. but im bored right now and its late and not many people are on so i might as well write in it now, right? so hmmm i graduated and that was grand. it came and went so fast, it really hasn't sunk in yet... weird. so then we had grad night. hmmm it was quite an interesting night to say the least. i hung out with some good friends and some newer ones. it was a good night overall. minus some parts.. like losing friends throughout the madness, along with other shit, no need to mention it though. hmm during the first week of actual summer i had to work at valley, making 11 bucks an hour :) not too bad for sitting with kids for 8 and a half hours if you ask me. i hung out a lot with jessica and steve. i also saw my girls some, but not as much as i wouldve liked to. i started hanging out with a really cool guy but things didnt really end up the way that either of us had intended i guess so we dont hang out much anymore i guess. hmm i started subing at pomerado elementary last week. ive only worked there for 2 days so far, im also working there tomorrow and thursday. YES. no. hmm july 4th came and went. what did i do that night you ask? oh yea FELL ASLEEP at like 9 o'clock. :| thats not annoying or anything. i fell asleep about 5 times that night... stuff kept coming up and waking me up... phone calls and picking someone up at 12:30... not that im complaining. today was warped and i missed it. i was bummed, but im already over it so yay. im kinda in a blah mood. im really confused and frusterated and annoyed with stuff. i honestly wish i could read minds. that would be so fucking cool. life would be a lot easier. but whatever we'll see what happens i guess.
goodnight children.
xoxo
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| hmm graduation much? |
[16 Jun 2004|04:23pm] |
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so i graduate tomorrow.
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| could i be your memory? |
[13 Jun 2004|03:10pm] |
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welp its official. we graduate in 4 days. holy shit, thats so freaking insane. i still cant believe it. days after we graduate i wont believe it. yikes. im kinda stoked, but really sad at the same time. meg and i just KNOW we are going to cry... damn it. im really going to miss some people that i know are going away, that i dont know if ill see again. some others, on the other hand, im looking forward to go away. peace to them. :X [honestly ill probably miss them too]
so this weekend was ehhhh kinda ehhh fine i guess. friday was my last "technical" day at work. i had to work until 6, then i got off and went out to dinner and a movie with a guy matt that i just met. he seems really cool, he reminds me of someone though haha i havent really decided how i feel about that yet. anyways we might go get dinner tonight if i finish all of my shit in time. then after that i went home and passed out for sure. not studying [that much] for finals wore me out.
then saturday... im drawing a blank... i hmm went over to meagans house and we hung out for a while then i had to go babysit for these people who said that theyd be gone for a few hours. yea few as in 5-12! i was so freaking pissed. and then just to add to that.. some people really dont give a shit about you or your feelings, and i had to be reminded of that yet again last night, by the same damn person. you think that me, stupid emily, would have gotten it by now. oh well fuck it, im done. so then after they got home and i got my $50 bucks i went to take care of two sick little children: meg and kristy. they had some fun so i took care of them. we had a sleepover at kristys then woke up late and i left around 11. just to come home and have my mom make me feel like i am the worst child ever. thanks. i LOVE feeling like that. and i have been doing massive chores ever since. now im about to take a shower.
this week is going to be really weird. i dont have work, so thats cool. and i dont really want to go to those senior things, just long enough to get my stuff then book it outta there. i have so much school spirit... :| anyways, i still have to get some people so SIGN my yearbook!! i dont want to forget one person. ill be sad if i do. ok shower time! i hope everyone had a fantabulous weekend, well almost everyone. byeee <3333
p.s. i loooooveee nattle
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| STUPID emily |
[08 Jun 2004|09:09pm] |
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ughhhhhhh some people.
i am SOOOOOO incredibly ready for school to end. im considering holding my breath until its over!
i want to have a funnnnn weekend this weekend. LOTS of parties and get-togethers with my friendssss!
i found out some funny shit that happened last weekend, all i can say is that i completely love my friends to death!!!!! you guys make my life and i would be SO LOST without each and every single one of you!! <33333
im excited to get my yearbook tomorrow. i took the day off of work so that i could get it!! YES. i know, im a loser. but its fine!! everyone at work volunteered me to pick up their books too. yay go me.
i found that i have been in kinda a bummer mood lately. i dont really know why, i mean i kinda know why, but its for lame reasons i think. i dont know, a lot of stuff it just getting old. wwwhhhaaaatteeeevvveeerrr i guess. things will work out eventually, and if not school is gonna be over and i can leave it allllll behind me.
anyways.. second of my finals tomorrow. math.. EEEEEEEK!!! im not too excited about that one, but i studied so i should do ok :)
ok good luck to everyone taking finals! youll do AWESOMEEEE!!
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| country music videos [if it was easy then it would be] |
[06 Jun 2004|04:20pm] |
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girls are so dumb.
i dont even know where to start. not that anything too fun or too upsetting happened this weekend. i just dont know where to start. i guess i should start with friday, since its the first day of the weekend. so yes... friday... i had senior exhibitions and one of the panelists who was grading mine was my BITCH math teacher from freshman year. NOT COOL. she didnt like me freshman year i dont know why shed like me now. anywho i did that then i was supposed to go to the movies but those plans fell through so i went shopping with my obsession jessica. its STEVE's BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!!! hes gonna be 19, so we went to get him presents. twas funnnnn. then i had to go to work. LAME. then i had my choir concert again. YES. i am in choir. but it was our last concert ever so it was cool. i was standing in the very front and TOTALLY messed up and people started laughing. it was kinda embarassing, but if you know me, you know that i dont get embarassed. its just not my thang. :) so then after that i went to a sleepover with my whoof in del mar at like 11 o'clock. and we didnt go to bed until around 4 am after having some drinks and a dance party. it was good times let me tell you. so then jess got a call at 10 in the morning from her boss saying that the cakes at the coldstone she works at all melted cause someone left the freezer door open. so we had to go and make 4 new cakes. i dont even work at a coldstone so it was interesting. but we got it done then decided we wanted to go to the beach. but first jess had to talk to her bf, who hates me, and then i had to give him a piece of my mind for about 45 minutes. woohoo. so we couldnt go to the beach so we just went to my house to get ready for her sisters surprise birthday party. then we met up with martell and were at jessicas house until about 10:30 then we went to mira mesa to get some BOBA!!!!!! yummmmmmmy. we were there until about 12 something and we went to visit my mother in RB then went to jaimies house for a bit. and we hung out with brennan [one of the coolest guys in the world mind you], archi, and andrew. after that we hung out with eric for a bit and ended up getting to my house for a sleepover at about 2 am. and jessica left but martell stayed and we talked for a while then passssssssed out for sure. today has been kinda lazy. i went to the bank and i might go out to dinner with kaula. that would be fun. k well im tired so im gonna fall asleep while watching a movie :) school is over soon too. yay! im thrilled. i hope you all have a wonderful day! <3
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[29 May 2004|11:12am] |
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well hmm i havent written in a long time so ill give the past however long a quick overview. last weekend was prom. it was a pretty fun night overall. the dance was one of the best parts. i for sure got my groove on, and my date didnt really dance so i danced mostly with my girls and some close guy friends. it was good times. then afterwards we met up with some people for a while, then i had my date take me home cause i didnt feel well. but by that time it was already 3 so no big deal. the next day i hung out with someone for a good portion of the day. i saw troy... brad pitt and orlando bloom yum... then last week was ok i guess. pretty uneventful. i got to miss school and work yesterday cause family came to visit. they are leaving today and my cousins girlfriend is coming to visit for what i heard 10 days.... hmmm i dont know how i feel about that yet. so yea im ready to go out and hang out with my girlssss and guysssss. no more family time hahaha. ok well i dont know whats going on tonight. hopefully some FUN shit. hope you all have a fun and safe weekend <33
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| shoot me now. |
[20 May 2004|11:41pm] |
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well this week is going by really fast, which i guess is a good thing. it means i got my math tests over with and tomorrow my presentation, which i am NOT excited about at all. i hate talking in front of people. anyways tomorrow is already friday, and i only have 2 periods... whitcombs :/ and choir. yay. then im done. then i have a nail appt. and work until 5:30 then community service junk until i dont even know when. so tomorrow will be pretty busy i guess once i think about it. but prom is on saturday so yay. im really looking forward to it, i have a feeling it will be one of my best dances yet and im way excited. so tonight i got to have dinner with my whoof. it was very yummy, but i decided that i dislike her bf with a passion. i mean a wayyyyyy huge passion. hes very mean and doesnt deserve her at all. hmmm yes. so then i worked like a crazy person on my project. i think it looks pretty good and i hope that ill do well on it. but before i finished i got to get yelled at by my parents. it was great fun... but not really. im so done with things. im ready to be away from school and people and ahhh i cant wait. i want college to start so then i can get that over with and move on. next year i get to move out and get an apartment of my own, so im really excited about that. meh im tired of the same old shit. no offense to anyone, it doesnt have anything to do with any of my friends or anyone else i know, im just sick of stuff. and im really tired, and its kinda late so im gonna go to bed. i hope everyone sleeps well.
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time is going by so incredibly fast. i have already been back from orlando for 4 weeks. 4 weeks seems like such a long time, but the trip doesnt seem that long ago. i remember getting all excited to go and stuff. wow, it came and went in a blink of an eye. and we graduate soon. holy moley, thats really hard to believe. less than a month then we are done. yikes. as stupid as that senior project was... it really got me thinking about stuff. its kinda depressing actually. theres a lot of things i realized i wish i had said, or done, or didnt do, people i wish i had built up the courage to talk to, or those i wish i had never met. its honestly crazy. after this year i wont have to see anyone who went to my high school ever again if i really didnt want to. and even if i wanted to see some of them theres no for sure that i could, and that makes me sad. meh tear hahaha kidding, but yea. so hmmm prom is this weekend. thats freaking CRAZY!!!!! today dan and i got some stuff to make sure that we would match. how cute huh!? haha. prom is going to be fun. im excited to get all pretty and such. my dress is so lovely i cant wait to wear it and get my groove on on that dance floor! hahaha yes. prom is going to come and go just like that too. wow its truly insane. oh well what can you do? after this there are finals and senior events. then graduation. im stoked. oh well i bess to go bed i suppose. mom's letting me miss first cause i didnt exactly finish my homework. oops.
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| i said its crazy like woah. |
[13 May 2004|09:13pm] |
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so im supposed to be studying for a test i have tomorrow, but i realllllllllly dont want to. so im not. teehee. so hmmm whats new? ive decided that im going to take up real swimming again. not this laying around in a pool or splashing someone in the face swimming. i mean like hardcore massive laps until i cant feel my body kind of swimming. i have set goals to me doing this cause we all know i struggle and would much rather put in a movie roll up into a ball on the couch and sit there for hours instead of work out. so im aiming to swim at the very least every other day until school is over, then hopefully every day continuing on. but i know ill have work and other fun plans that might take the place of my laps. some goal...i already cant tomorrow cause i have to work at GR country fair right when school gets out, then i have to babysit until who knows when. hopefully not toooo long so i can go out afterwards. meet up with some hotties ;) hmmm what else... busy weekend full of homework and such. itll be great fun. i hope everyone has an awesome weekend :)
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| wow its been a while |
[12 May 2004|02:22pm] |
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holy shit so much has happened in the past month. [by the way im back :)] so hmm where to start.... i used to be busy a wayyyyyy lot, but im not so much anymore. we had spring break. it was by far the WORST trip of my entire life. i had to go to orlando with my choir. it sucked. the first day there i broke my toe... it still hurts. hmmm but we did get first place at our festival. damn straight. that was the only good part. there was so much drama with so many people it was really annoying. i wanted to kill everyone on that trip at least once throughout the whole week. grrr. girls are annoying. hmmm a lot happened while i was gone. my friends went on trips while others stayed home. some really upsetting stuff happened thats not worth talking about. some people are really surprising, thats all. so then hmmm a week after i got back we had another concert and then another one after that. AHHHHHHH too much choir, its really the devil. im not kidding. so my weekends have been full of bonfires and hanigng out with old friends and sleepovers and drives downtown. they've been good times for the most part. over the past while ive discovered what truly awesome friends i have. they are there for me no matter what and put up with all of my lameness. thanks kids :) i really appreciate it and i love you all. hmmm last weekend was one of the best ive had in a long time. friday night i had a date with ms. ariel hamburger and some friends then went to her house for a movie where more people met us. we watched party monster. it was soooooooo crazy. neat. so then saturday i did stuff for my mom then went to the beach with meg and kristy. it was so much fun, it was crazy how much fun i had. then we went swimming at megs and took really interesting pictures of ourselves with george washington hair. very nice. then we went to corvette diner with laurie and ariel. it was way fun too. then sunday i got my PROM DRESS!!!! my friend dan oliver asked me on tuesday the week before. it was very exciting :) i cant think of anyone else id rather go with. we are gonna partayyyyy haha. hmm so this weekend i have SO MUCH HOMEWORK!!!! senior project and a project for stupid whitcomb and im sure i have something else but im blanking right now... and i have to work at GR country fair friday and babysit that night ahhhhhhhh. and im supposed to have a sleepover with whoooooof and hang out with jessica and steve and james!! oooo im excited. and im gonna hang out with hello emergency!! so much to do! i love it!! kk well i have to go to work now. damn it. byeeeeee.
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well i havent written in this thing for me, a long time. hmm whats new? kyle is new :) and i got into san marcos so thats where i will be attending school next year. so yay. today was senior ditch day, but i really did miss it because i had an allergic reaction to a certain someones cat. blast. thanks for the texts and how are yous i received today from those who noticed. twas very nice of you :) so hmm i dunno what im going to do this weekend. itll probably be full of kyle, and hopefully my girls and other friends. that would be rad. im not really going to write in this anymore unless something really cool happens because i dont usually write about really exciting things. i mean i lead an exciting life and all, its just i dont know how to add pics or anything like that so my entries lack most of the time. hmm well i hope everyone is doing well and got to participate in senior ditch day and had funnnnnn. <3
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| decisions, decisions |
[22 Mar 2004|08:52pm] |
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why cant we all just get along? this year is almost over and if we dont want to, we dont have to see each other ever again after this year. some of us will be going away to school, others will remain in high school, but take other classes and whatnot. whats the point of staying mad at someone? where is that going to get you? you make it hard for other friends to choose between the two. its a decision that doesnt want to be made, but looks like it will have to. if you call yourself a friend then do what any good friend would do and talk to your friends about whats bothering you. what else are friends for? we just want to help each other when we can. everyone goes through rough times and its not going to get any better if you just sit around crying, not telling anyone whats wrong. talk to others, make it easier. no one can read minds. this years almost over, let's make the best of it.
i <3 hello_emergency
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| im having a SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER baby! |
[21 Mar 2004|12:53pm] |
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well this weekend was A LOT of fun... minus part of saturday. friday went by really fast because we had an assembly which made our periods real short, except one, but that one even went by fast so that was good :) then i had to work from 2:15-5:30. i got off early!!!! YAY! first time ever without a reason. it was wonderful, that 30 minutes really makes a difference. so then i went to megs house and we went to get scottimus and we went to airbands!!! it was a lot of fun. the senior guys won of course, they had the best airband BY FAR! no one even came close. nattles group was way hot too though ;) VERY good job love. then we went to milks house where like 548752847 random people showed up. his house was packed. but we just watched the video, ordered some pizzas, and hung out. whoof was there too :) then i had to leave early :/ because i had a stupid test in the morning in san marcos. it was sooooo long. so i got home at about 1:30, whoof came over, we went to lunch, then i helped her get job applications. then i went home and got eira and meg and we went to the mall. oooo it was good times. i got a black 3/4 sleeve shirt with lace on it, a black beaded necklace with earrings, and some hot pink loop earrings with white polkadots on them. [thanks meg >: | ] they are realllllllly cute i like them a lot. eira and meg got some HOT STUFF too :) we ran into this kinda weird looking girl everyone calls kristy ;) <333 and some other kids. then we left and meg went to airbands where i heard our guys won AGAIN!! WOO HOO!! and eira went home. then i went to whoofs house for a sllllleeepova! and we got free souplantation! it was the greatest thing ever! we didnt even know the guy and he gave it to us free. wow. it was cool, im not gonna lie. then we went back to whoofs where i fell asleep at like hmm 11 something haha i was soooo tired. and then we woke up had breakfast and now im home!! i really hope i dont have anything big for homework this weekend because i didnt open my backpack. :X and i dont plan on it either. welp i hope you alll had a fantabulous weekend. see ya'll :)
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| Ok here is MY opinion... |
[17 Mar 2004|06:50pm] |
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Why bother labeling people? It just causes drama. True, some people make it very obvious that they follow a certain style, or hang out with a particular group of people, but that doesnt mean you have to label them. The classifications of "punk", "emo-kid", or "bro" are so overused. So what you're saying is you automatically see someone, put them in that certain group and that's it. You never take the time to get to know the people that they REALLY are. There's just always going to be this hatred between you because each of you knows the otehr person is "different." That's just dumb. Also, people who dress a certain way, so that they can fit in, or be accepted by their so called friends, are trying too hard. If you're going to be liked for the ways in which you dress then what kind of friends are they? Then if a person who is an "emo-kid" wears clothes like hmm boardshorts or an abercrombie shirt is just wrong! How could they wear the only real casual and comfortable clothes they had that day? All of a sudden they are an "emo-kid" dressing up like a "bro" or a "bitch!" I just think this whole conflict we have between labels is stupid. We continue to have the same conversations, and the same arguments about it. Its wasted energy if you ask me. Not all "bros" drive in huge trucks, pick up on bitches and get shit faced on the weekends. Not all "emo-kids" slit their wrists, cry in corners, listen to sad songs and obsess over black band clothing. Ive seen some bros wear band shirts and some emos getting drunk off their asses every other weekend. Who cares? Everyone has the right to do what they want and handle problems in any ways that they see fit. Ill admit that sometimes when meg and i are driving around and we see some "bros" rocking out to some hmmm music its fun to be like woah bro!! But theres a difference between causing an argument over something and just making a lame statement like that. It's just an old conversation that needs to be done with. No offense to anyone who labels anyone, this is just my personal opinion.
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[15 Mar 2004|10:27pm] |
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| two words... NAKED BBQ! |
[13 Mar 2004|01:03am] |
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well tonight was another fantabulous night with my fantabulous friends. i got off of work 10 minutes early so HELL YES! then i met up with ariel and went to visit ryan at work. it was cool we just caught him then stayed for a piece of pizza. then i picked up meg and kristy and we proceeded to milks house for the NAKED BBQ!! just to have to go back out and pick up brennan with nat. thanks for coming nat<333 then we went back and had funnn. ariel and i started dancing like crazy and everyone joined in. it was good times. then people went into the spa, some were naked of course. ooo la la. then we all just kinda hung out for a while. then i got to give 5, count them, 5 people a ride home. everyone was on time. yes i am a miracle worker. then i came home and now i am writing in the journal thingy. and falling asleep while doing it. goodnight children i hope that if anything in your life is sketchy, it all works out. i hope no guy or girl is giving you a tough time, and that all works out. just remember life goes on, and you could do better than anyone that would make you cry. be happy, it takes too much effort to be sad. and i love you ♥
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hmmm so tomorrow is FINALLY FRIDAY!!! yay im so happy you dont even understand. im having the worst case of senior-itis! all i want to do is hang out with friends and go to the beach all the time!! but no i have school then i have work. ew. well anyways this week has gotten better and has been more fun. i got to hang out with my BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDEST WORLD JESSICA DAVIES!!!!!! (the whoof) OMGZ it was so much fun!! we got ice cream because we love food then we went to the beach to talk! just like old times, it seriously made my week! then we tried to look for a hotel with a spa that we could break into... but we couldnt find one. blast. but it was still lots and lots and lots of fun. then we got lost, just like old times too haha. and we are supposed to hang out a lot this weekend so YAY!! and beach!!!!!!!!!!! and bonfires!!! YES im feeling this weekend guys! <33333
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im so over high school and all the drama that goes along with it. not only at school is there some, but sometimes at work now. i really dont need this. if you dont like me just tell me, dont go around talking about it. thats lame. dont be lame like that. if something is up talk to me about it and we'll settle it. seriously i dont deserve that.
ANYWAYS now that i have vented...
this week is going by reallllllllllly slow i thought today was wednesday and then i was happy, but then i realized it was only tuesday and wasnt so happy anymore. today i had 3 tests! they sucked, but i think i did well on them... i hope haha. and then i had to work of course. i got 2 new ring tones for my new phone. im excited i really like them so if you have my number call me all the time so i can hear them please :) hmm i want to have a fun weekend. maybe we can go downtown again or go ot the BEACH! oh how im craving the beach, i most definitely miss it, its been too long since ive been in the water. oh well soon soon soon. i hope everyone had a great day, better than mine.
tell me how your day was by commenting :)
doesnt it suck when you cant help thinking about the only person you cant have :/
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hmmm this was a really fun weekend actually. friday night i got a new cell phone :) it looks a lot like ms. kristy dietz's phone, HOT. then i picked up meg and kristy and we went to nat's house to watch scott and some MC boys make a video for the 48 hours of madness (where they get a script, make a video, edit it, then send it in to try and win some money). andrew, nat and thomas were in it. tom wore my glasses! boy did he look hot ;) hmm then i left at about 10:15 to go see a movie with brennan. we saw starsky and hutch. oh man was it funny!! then i dropped him off and went home to sleeeeeeep :) then i got my nails done and got my hair highlighted the next day. WOW does it look blonde. i dont know if i like it yet. my girls do so thats good :) thanks guys! then ariel came to keep me company while i got it done then we went to my house to hang out for a while then we went to the mall and ariel got some hot stuff. then we met up with the girls and travis and joe and went downtown. oh man i think it was the most fun id ever had going downtown im not gonna lie. we wandered, took pics, it was so funnnn. we need to go more often. if you know lauries or megs LJ name you can look at the pics cause i have yet to get a digital camera. hmm then i fell asleep on the car ride home and kristy took a picture of me of course. thanks kris haha. then i went home and had to wake up and go to work at the del mar home and gardens thingy with kris and meg. oh my gosh it was so long, but not too bad. people can be mean, even old ones. meh oh well. i made some money so yay. hmm now im going to debate on doing homework, but most likely wont. shhhhhh! ive actually been thinking about college and where im going to go. im in a real bind i cant decide whether to go away or to stay here. if i leave ill be 10 hours away from home so it will be hard to come back. but i kinda want to leave, but at the same time i dont want to leave. oh i dont know :/ i hope everyone had a funnnn weekend :) see you all tomorrow.<3333
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so matt and dan said i looked like an exotic dancer today. i dont see it. maybe its cause i wore a skirt?
hmm school was uneventful as usual, im sure work will be boring, but i get off at 5!!!!!!!!!! because i have a dentist appt. damn. oh well. i hope you all had a grrrreeaaatttt day :)
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omgz im always sick. i dont get it. i take meds when i feel the sickness coming on, and i take vitamins. holy moley!! and im reallllly tired, even though i go to bed early. lame that yo.
so today was kinda exciting. hmmm first period we finished presentations and some girls and i had a veg fest. it was quite yummy if you ask me :) then scottimus drew me a picture and almost forgot to put me in it. hmmm crazy kid. then i had a sectional at break for choir, so i didnt really have a break. then i had choir where we had a rhythm test and i got them allllll right yay :) then we practiced our songs, and its reallllly annoying because the sopranos dont know their part which keeps us from going further. ahhhhhh. so then i left after 3rd since i didnt have 5th today :) SHWING!
then i had work 12-6. it was kinda hell cause i had a headache and the children were going crazy. but we made st. patricks day marshmellow squares for the kids and they liked them so that was good.
then i came home and looked for food to eat and decided i wasnt going to do my essay cause i feel like shiznat. ehhhh. but i started watching FUSE and the band the DARKNESS was on!!! they were special guests on the show and they played their "i believe in a thing called love" video. i got so excited you have no idea!!! but then my mom made me change the channel cause she wanted to watch something. boo to that.
hmmm i also got a call from CSU Long Beach. i got accepted to their school. hmm so thats a yes from sonoma and from CSULB. i dont know which to go to. im also waiting to hear back from san marcos. i kinda want to go away, but i want to stay at the same time because i dont want to quit my job and leave all my new friends, or leave the old ones <33333 i dont know where to go!! i have to decide by may. im going to have to grow up. hmmmmm any suggestions?!
ok i have to find something for meg, so ill write again lata <33
p.s. my friends are THE BEST! if you think otherwise you can keep those negative comments to yourself and fall off a cliff. thank you.
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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